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2 Days Ago..i had a creepy dream and i saw 3 coffins waiting for me, and some people in my team (whom i don't know them..). In the dream,we're suppose to crack open these coffins,dug out the remains and transfer it to the other places..There were all togther 3 teams,

Team A cracked open first,and cheered..then i saw a lady (corpse) laying there..motionless..
I'm in Team B and we came in second..but what i saw was skeleton..
Team C was slow,so in the dream,i initiate my team members to go give them a hand..and i saw pieces of distorted bones...and i remembered i held up one rectangular piece and said:

"this must be the rib cage.."

Next,the scenario switched to my house and everyone was upset..from here,i don't wish to mention anymore.
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I woke up,rubbed my eyes and was so damm afraid that this dream would come true or what...so immediately,i thought of bebe..
She once said before,if you dream about people dying,you better tell someone all the contents of the dream,SO THAT IT WOULD NOT COME TRUE.But normally if you dream about somebody being dead,it meant that that person going to live very long and in turn,it is you yourself will have some troubles in life.

So i did.....i tear while telling bebe..i would not allow such thing to happen.i rather myself to die,to suffer bad life or to have bad occurence in life,rather than the stupid dream..T.T
Arcgh!!!!Darn the damm dream!!!!!!=(

Perhaps it's because..recently i've heard lots of death with people around me,people started losing the ones they love..
I'm not ready..I think i would go mad..
Thinking back,when i lost my great-grandmother,i was damm sad.The reason why she lost her life was due to repeated fallings in PRIVATE NURSING HOME..and with these injuries corked up in an old body,she finally gave away and went back above.

I remembered rushing into a normal C-ward in Tan Tock Seng hospital..
Standing there motionless and crying was my mother..As soon as the curtain was drawn,i saw my ah chor,lying there..not moving..her mouth were wide open and they said that..she still has things left unsaid.

Back then when i'm smaller,i lost my grandfather.
For him,he was in a very pathetic situation..he went to North Bridge Road to get his wife (my ahma) some good,black cooking woks. As he climbed up the overhead bridge,his heart punctured and he suffer cardiac arrest.
Immediately,he fainted..after several hours,nobody even care to help this old man up,pershaps they were thinking he's some kind of beggar,taking a short nap on the bridge.
Damm..

Alright,i don't wish to say so much emotional things,recent issue has causes me to put my thoughts down,and thinking whether am i cherishing them every minute,or taking everything for granted..whining and yelling at the slightest things that they did,that is not to my expectations?sometimes,i think we should take a step back and look at them clearly =) they were kids like us too,mischievious and playful like us,adorable and good looking like us.but i'm sure in their generations,they still do know what is fillial piety and the role of being son/daughter,am i right?

We ought to cherish them.No matter how much they've hurt you,do things that you are unhappy about,they still are your parents,your brothers and sisters.They have played a vital role in part of us growing up.Don't wait till you lost someone..then you think back,that you didn't even tell them how much you've love them,how much you've been proud of them..

Other than that,this is not bad-mouthing those PRIVATE organisations or what.It's just my personal opinions.I don't meant all,but the ones i've heard or came across,are nothing but some bad ass organisations. I mean,if anything happens,never trust in private organisations or places,bacause you never know that back in their mind, they did everything for money.money money money,it's all they can think of.

You have money, they gave you the best service and make sure you trusted them when you were there. Once you went home and you left your poor elderly wth that money-minded infested parasites,you would never know what they do to your elderlys at night or the days you were unable to visit them.

To be short and precise,they only recognise money,not love,nor care.
So i think trust the government sector organisations would be a wiser choice. For what you may know, those nurses and doctors are normal human being,working for money of course,but they've been through alot and at the back of their mind,they wanted to save lives to earn the well-deserved smiles of the patients and families,definitely not just money =)

Naaa~~pretending i'm bull shit here if you may LOL!these are just my random thoughts!
Gonna sleep if i still can't get into facebook to see my farm!!!!!!>.<

SIDENOTE
My family wouldn't come here,so i just wanna tell them, i love you guys,
I love you Dad
I love you Mum
I love you Elder Sis
and i love you Sis.
I love you zhining.
I love my close friends.
and i love 2 of my poly close friends.
I still need you guys to guide me in my life and instill moral values into my bad ass temper and heart ok?T.T God bless you all!<3

Hello livejournal,i'm back!^O^

Recently i've bought a pair of DKNY jeans(dunno real or fake though..) for just 6bucks!!=D
I was so happy about it and wear it almost everyday,
although it was second hand stuff =X

Anyways,i'm back to update after days of reading books,packing room and stuff =D
Let the photos below bring you to the days back =D

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOGETHER WITH MY BELOVED BEBE!! ((^n_n^))<3 (i've long for this day..)

We went to Bukit Indah Jusco and indulged in SUSHI KING ^O^


Obviously their rice are not STICKY enough, when i grabbed it up, the rice just fall apart =.='' but i've always loved Japanese green tea!i kept asking them to refill for me=p (till i'm so PS and took the flask myself,and self-service!!)


We always love to shop BIG SUPERMARKET with a push-cart, even though end up never buy anything, we felt sweet, as though we've married and thinking of what to buy and cook for tonight's dinner <3
Oh yah!When you go Malaysia, MUST GO ARCADE!!LOL!^^V


Familiar!!??
We chanced upon A & W and immediately, i urged bebe to go in and have our dinner there =X
MY FAVOURITE ROOTBEER IN A & WWWW!!!!!

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY and more and more and more years to go!!^O^

13th MONTH ANNIVERSARY AND NATIONAL DAY PREVIEW ^O^

-.-'' she was so enthusiastic about shaker fries, and wanted me to shake like her -.-'' (i kept wear the same due to financial problems in my life =X lol)

We went to watch ICE AGE 3D and don't we look cool in that eye-hurting-dirty-damm 3D spectacles??=p
then met up with Jerryl and Jeremy to catch National Day Preview (thanks to Kelly for the tickets!!)

The only goodie that i adore from the goodie bag.

Not forgetting about these two (:
If i'm not wrong, that's one of the few photos i've taken with Jerryl (:
But..everything changes now, i've matured and learn to let go of things, after learning SO MUCH in poly!lol.


Jeremy's photo-taking skill sucks -.-'' apparently,he chip off bebe's head @@#^&*$^& LOL!

Happy national day to Singapore and Happy 13th month anniversary with my beloved. <3

14th MONTH ANNIVERSARY ^O^


Ok!i know i look damm GAY~~
We brought clothes to HORTPARK and change to celebrate our 14th month anniversary!<3

We sat outside (timber decking area), but it rained just like last year -.-''
i suggest that they should start to consider sheltered the outside area so it won't always rain on our anniversary -.-''

She's cute,i'm not!! >.<
But thanks to the rain, we get to enjoy the ambience inside the KHA restaurant!<3

I secretly asked the chef to do some writings (using chocolate of course), just like i've did last year, same day <3 she was so happy but this time, i was so blur >.<

You see??i am so blur and i wrote in that paper HAPPY 2th YEAR!!
Bebe's caught my mistake and i kept apologised..T_T but she appreciates my effort =D
What i meant was...14th month...but i kept thinking it's our 2nd time 2nd time here..sorry bebe =(
Using the chocolate ice cream, i mimicked the chef and thanks them! =D
(Please do not compared the handwriting of mine, and the chef. -.- )



After which, we went to stroll HORTPARK at night, it was..quite spooooooky~
Poor bebe was frighten out of her wits by a mere series of spider webs!
So halfway through the park, we reversed back and disturbed some toads =D
They just kept Waaaa~wAAAa~~wAAAa~ =.=

Happy 14th months aniversary and more to come!!!((^n_n^))<3
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Phew~~~~
Finally,i've managed to update every events that took place during that cursed project that taken its toll on me -.-''

For this vacation,i've made plans and i'm going on with it =D
but poor bebe have to go on attachment =( =( =(
well...
i just miss her everyday =(

SIDENOTE
Meeting up with the Mr Toh, the teacher i respect and made a difference in my life at AMK later, and today is Kelly's birthday,one of my close friend's. We meeting up tommorow for picnic at Marina Barrage!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEL!!^O^ stay cheerful.